Dad of a cleft baby shocked when a friend says he should understand why people “get rid of” those babies; his reply is perfect

Friendship is a valuable and important aspect of our lives because it is a relationship based on mutual trust, respect, and understanding that can last for years or even a lifetime. However, friendships are not always permanent and can be ruined for a variety of reasons, particularly if one of the parties feels offended. In this story, not only did the man feel offended by his “friend” because of the statement he made, he was also shocked because in some way his “friend” showed disrespect to his family.

“Over the weekend, I was brought into a group text with a couple of old friends. One that I talk to on a fairly regular basis that I met in college, and one that I met at work who I talk to sporadically. I introduced the two many years later. The relationship between all of us is weird, and I try not to give too much time to it, but the discussion this weekend really opened up a lot and ended one friendship.

As with a lot of people these days, politics got brought up. None of us in the group chat have the same views, and things unfortunately got heated fairly quickly. The topic of abortion came up, and I won’t get into it, but I did mention how I believe we’re heading in the wrong direction with abortions. For example, due to genetic testing, babies with clefts are being aborted three times more in some countries and even more in others. The people want a baby, just not that baby. Having a cleft baby of my own, I strongly feel that that isn’t right.

My ‘friend’ said, ‘Come on, of all people, you should get why someone would want to abort a cleft baby.’

That shocked me. Why would he think that? Why would someone think I would agree that babies like my son shouldn’t have the opportunity to live, simply because they’re different? Not long after that statement was made, I spoke my last words to him. BUT, I thought, maybe this could lead to great opportunity to share my son’s story (so far) and hopefully shed some light on clefts. So maybe when a mom and dad go to get a sonogram or get blood work done and find that they’ve got a beautiful cleft baby, they won’t think their world is over. That it’ll just be a little different.

On April 3, 2018, at 10:46 a.m., my son Jack was born via c-section. The nurses cheered, and the doctor congratulated us. ‘He’s so big and perfect,’ one nurse said. Tears of joy streamed down my wife’s and my face.

Exactly two minutes later, my son, Cam, was brought into the world. As the doctor held him up, the room went silent. Something was different. The doctors were worried. My wife’s doctor leaned over to a nurse and asked her to call the NICU.

‘What’s wrong?’ my wife asked.

‘I don’t know,’ is all I could say.

I stopped taking pictures. I let go of my wife’s hand. I made my way over to the babies. Jack was lying on his bed, already wrapped up. Nurses were crowded around Cam, so I couldn’t get to him.

Jack’s nurse pulled me over to him. ‘8 pounds, Dad! He’s a big boy!’

I leaned down and kissed my son.

‘What’s going on with my other son?’

The nurse, uncomfortable, looked over at the other nurses. She whispered to them. After what seemed like forever, they all turned to me. ‘He’ll be okay.’

It was a shock. I didn’t know what I was looking at. There was clearly something wrong on his face, but I had never seen anything like that before. Nobody said anything. The nurse put him in my arms. He cried and cried, and all I wanted to do was help him. I have never in my life felt so helpless.

After what felt like two seconds, the NICU team rushed in and took him from my arms, and out the door they went.

My wife looked over at me. ‘Is he okay?’ I shook my head. No words could come out. My wife didn’t even get to hold him.

Later, we were told that Cam had a bilateral cleft lip and palate and that he would have to go to the NICU, so they could make sure that he could eat. Once that was figured out and he was eating a decent amount (two days later), he came up to our room. People apologized and cried for us. Our doctor came up and apologized for their sonogram tech not catching it, so we could be prepared. These first few days were full of mixed emotions. Overwhelming love for these two that just came into our family, and fear for everything we didn’t know about Cam’s future.

Not too long after we went home, we had an appointment with a plastic surgeon. He got fitted for what’s called a mouthpiece called a NAM, which in essence would cover his palate and also stretch things out in preparation for his first surgery at 4 months, which would be his soft palate repair and lip repair. At 18 months, he would have his hard palate repaired, and they would reshape his nose. Between ages 4 and 6, he would have a bone graft done to make his top gums one solid piece.

He had a lot going on with his face, that’s for sure. And I feel like someone is always messing with him. We had to take the NAM out twice a day and clean it, and we had to constantly fix the tape. He had a special bottle that he had to use with a valve in it since he couldn’t suck. I won’t lie to you, it’s hard. But it’s hard in the sense that you don’t want your baby to have to go through all of this.

We LOVED the moments when the NAM came out and we got to see his huge, beautiful smile. It’s crazy how fast you fall in love with them. We just wanted to stay home with him all day and stare at his face. As his surgery quickly approached, we felt a lot of anxiety. This little boy wouldn’t look like the same little boy anymore. He wouldn’t be the same boy we fell in love with. It’s weird to say, but we didn’t want to do it.

But, of course, we did it. That first day was rough, and he was on a lot of pain medications. My wife and I cried a lot. He was so different. He was in so much pain. What had we done? The nurse told us a lot of cleft parents go through that. There’s a grieving period you go through. After he was over the pain, and his personality was coming back, we saw our son. We REALLY saw our son. His huge smile was still there, and he was just as beautiful now.

He healed fast and has the best freakin’ personality. That kid loves so hard. Do I wish he didn’t have to go through all of this? Of course. But do I wish we never had him? A million times no. This baby has changed me in so many ways. He really has changed my life.

The first four months were difficult. There are a lot of appointments. But once that first surgery is over, things get so much easier. He’s got a few more surgeries to go, but he’s a tough little dude. I hope he’ll be a beacon of light to others, showing them that their world isn’t over just because they’re a little different. Having a cleft baby is difficult at times, and it’s terrifying to go into the unknown, but it really is so rewarding.”


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